still

One day you leave me 

Without waving me,

Or may be you wave me

But I can't remember 

One day you decide that 

you don't want me

may be you think that after you 

I have a better life...

May be you did everything for my benefit but I can't remember any thing 

Because I was just 9 months old 

So what I remember is

That 

You leave me

 

Now I am 21 years old,

Young, talented, good lawyer

But I still remember just one thing 

That you leave me...

I don't know 

How you look like 

May be my looks same as yours 

May be you love me...

And still I miss you as well 

As every year passes I miss you more

Because your daughter achieve a lot 

I want you too see that 

Your daughter is so good now

But 

Every night when I am all exhaust 

I want you too hug me 

I want you to read my face

I want you to console me

And 

Tell me that 

it's okay

It just a bad day I am with you, 

I will applaud for you,

I know you can do it...

next day would be better, 

would be yours

I don't need any more lonely nights 

I don't need medication for sleep 

I don't need to cry in personal 

Because I have you 

But I know it's just my imagination 

In real 

I am alone, all alone,

Fight my own battle,

 applaude for own self, 

wipe my own tears, 

console myself again and again

But above all 

I have few questions for you 

That 

How you look like ?

Because nobody talked about you 

They just tell me 

That I am your daughter 

Might be you're short

Because I am...

Might be you've white skin 

Because I have too...

Might be you read a lot

Because I read a lot....

Might be you talk a lot

Because I talk a lot....

Sometime 

They call you weak 

But they said one more thing that I am like you 

So soon 

You daughter show everyone

That yes I am like you 

And I am not weak at all 

I am so strong, this much that nobody can even imagine...

And one more question and my most important question that 

why you left me ?

Because if it is for my good 

Then you're wrong 

Your daughter have to suffer a lot 

Cried a lot...

You daughter is so lonely..

Yes your daughter have family 

But 

It feels like this family is a happy comic book

and

Your daughter is just an extra character 

Who has no happy ending 

No matter how hard she tried 

She is always an extra 

But above all 

Still 

In my memory....

You're somewhere, alive

Still 

I miss you...

And I miss you even more 

Yes I achieve a lot 

Every thing is bit easy now

But 

Still something is missing 

And that is you 

Still 

I need you...

Still I love you 

No matter what you think about me...

But I decide...

One day I will show this world 

That you gave birth a most strongest women....